i never expected to make any real money, but i did expect to have a little fun. cant even get that. every horse is or was at a farm. real fun there. now i have one being trained to LOSE and come in second, not fun. another who probably wont run again at all. and a two year old who will be late bloomer if he ever gets off the farm. wheres the fun in all that. i guess not being on the buddy list with that fiasco few years ago is coming back to haunt me. FUN-not.