Perks or Not Really ???

I invested a small amount to be able to be a part of ownership, but how exactly does that work when you are only in a lottery? Are the selections based on how many shares you own and the number of owners trying to enjoy the “Perks”??? Having to come from out of state and only knowing if you have won a spot in a day or so is difficult at best.. Also I have been in the industry many years with some major connection’s, but was told not to enter the barn area or paddock w/o permission.. Yet after traveling that far and not knowing or not being selected how would that be against your rules if someone else with high rapport knowing these trainers personally, arranged backside visits??